I am so Nervous!!!! Have you ever been so nervous yet so excited about something at the same time!!!! It seems like all I can think about these days is how our life as a family is (in a month from tomorrow) going to so drastically change! We will be moving home to Huntington Beach which don't get me wrong I couldn't be happier about....But that means less of Daniel, I don't know if I'm ready for that, no I take that back I KNOW I'm not ready for that. Then again is anyone ever really ready to spend 9 months with out the person they love? I've done this time and time again, but never for this long. And I'm so worried about how Owen is going to take it.... Will he remember Daniel after not seeing him for that long? Will it put a strain on there relationship for the rest of their lives? I know I'm probably over reacting but I can't help but wonder. I know after these last 10 months in the Navy we will have the rest of our lives together... But then that's something else to think about....As hard as it has been being away from Daniel so often, we have been so taken care of in the Navy. Not really having to worry about anything. We always knew even when money was tight that there would be a pay check coming soon,we wouldn't have to worry about if Owen got sick or if one of us was sick, we always had some where to go. But now what? We have all of these plans but can we really do what we set out minds to do? Can we make it? I know through Faith and prayer anything is possible.... But it is still nerve racking knowing that in a month our lives will never be the same... Not that it is a bad thing because I know that Heavenly Father has so much in store for us.... It's the not knowing that's just a little scary. Sorry if you cant tell I have a lot on my mind ugh!